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[Wednesday
October 29th, 2008
3:47pm
]
bye LJ.
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[Tuesday
July 15th, 2008
7:01pm
]
 everytime i think about now.
or see you.
or see that you're online.
or if facebook tells me something about you.
IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BARF AND LIKE MY STOMACHE IS GOING TO FALL OUT OF MY BUTT EVERY SINGLE TIME BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME. EW. WHY DO I CARE SOOO MUCH?  WHY DO I WASTE ALL MY TIME THINKING ABOUT YOU, LUSTING AFTER YOU, MAKING STUPID 11:11 WISHES ABOUT YOU, ALL I FUCKING WANT IS YOU. I HATE IT. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU AND IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT IN LOVE WITH ME. GOD. AND NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I CAN'T FUCKING GET OVER YOU AND THATS WHAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST. blahhhh.
 

i'm such an idiot.
this is why i'm spending all my time with the hot boys from kitchener. and with john.
matt really likes me.
john LOVES me.
i'm wasting their time.
i feel so bad.
is it ever mutual? ew.
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[Sunday
July 6th, 2008
5:19pm
]

sooooooo RINA invited me to her engagement party..
liking this, katie?
im still bitter that she's engaged before mee, because really.. COULD ANYBODY SEE THAT COMING?! NOOO. haha, damn.

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[Friday
July 4th, 2008
2:47pm
]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=20ekd7z2ud4

go thereee.

i get the feeling im going to be pooed on for this video because a lot of people arent in it.. butt i still think its really cool, and people on youtube are watching my videooo, yay :)

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[Monday
June 30th, 2008
8:39pm
]
 i'm literally having the time of my life this summer despite a few unfortunate events.
it's SO amazingly fun and i fucking love it. i hope it never ends.
ahhhhhhhh :D :D
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[Monday
June 23rd, 2008
1:43am
]
[ mood | numb ]

 5km more and we would have crashed?
&& you would have DIED?!
justin, when you told me that it gave me the worse feeling ever. it felt like my stomach was going to fall out of my butt. it felt like i weighed a thousand pounds. and it felt like i was all of a sudden so distant from everything else around me, i was hearing the radio in like.. echoes. i had this big hysterical cry. and i had to calm down a LOT just to be able to phone you. and i was not even calm on the phone. but it was way worse before. nothing even HAPPENED to you and thats how i react. just knowing that something very well could have happened to you is gut wrenching enough. i was so serious earlier when i said that i don't know what i'd do without you. and that i most likely wouldnt be able to function. thats exactly what would happen. just the thought of it gets me so worked up so id more than likely be SO upset by it that i would be all anti, and not be able to eat or sleep and just be a hermit for the rest of my life.
i cannot even type this without crying. it's pretty bad.
thank you an insanely huge amount for pulling over. i cannot be without my darling voice of reason. :D
i love you quite a bit and i will not be happy until i can see you. and you're pretty much going to have to pry me off of you. because i want the biggest fucking hugs and cuddles from you so badly that when i see you i'll be raping you with hugs and cuddles. can we just get married already. haha. 
xo

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[Tuesday
June 17th, 2008
9:06pm
]
 it's fucking happening.
AGAIN.
uhm. pretty sure i'd rather just kill myself then have this happen again. god..
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[Friday
June 13th, 2008
3:57am
]
 A CERTAIN # OF REASONS WHY I LOVE JUSTIN ROBERT BRENNAN :D

1. your smile. oh god, i love your smile.
2. we've been through some pickles but you have stuck by my side during all of it and even though i put you through so much unnecessary bullshit, FOR SOME REASON YOU STILL TALK TO ME! unbelievable.
3. you like to cuddle like no other & i fucking love it.
4. you text me cute shit that is guaranteed to make me smile.
5. uhm, you pretty much give the best massages in the whole entire world.
6. your guitar playing is heavenly. haha. but seriously. when you play guitar it makes me so happy. and you look damn sexy playing it.
7. you took me home from the bar and broke into my house for me when so much shit was going on it felt like the world was ending. how could i not love you for that.
8. i love our sexytime. :D best i've ever had.
9. you bring me food and take care of me when i'm sick.
10. after i made so many things for you, you still doubted my cooking skills until i made you pretty much the best alfredo ever andd you clearly cannot doubt your love for it :D
11. you showed up in guelph and it made my life. such an infinite night :)
12. you came to guelph with me allllllll those times. loved it.
13. you have enough to charm to win over nana which i thought was going to be impossible but apparently you're just too awesome.
14. i asked you to read perks and you diddddddd :D well. you didn't get to finish it, but yay anyways
15. you watched garden state with me even though im pretty sure you reallyyy didn't want to. :D
16. i love when you talk in your sleep. soo funny. you unconsciously kept me quite amused all those nights i couldn't sleep.
17. k, even though i get mean when you lecture me about stuff like smoking, drinking, blazing, blah blah blahh i secretly lovee it because i DO know you care. and even though it makes me mad when i do it and we get into a fight.. in the back of my mind i still know it's just 'cause you're being a sweetheart, haha.
18. i love how you get so excited when you can get dressed up. i love getting dressed up too, yet you never take me anywhere where we'd have to get dressed up, booo. you look yummy in a suit though. :D
19. you're silly and stay up until the wee hours of the night watching magic bullet commercials just like me :D
20. you're my besttt. so obviously i love you.

THE*END
for now.
'cause its 4:30am. & im tired.
ily, poo!
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[Monday
June 2nd, 2008
4:47pm
]
[ mood | betrayed ]

 im supposed to go to andrews like.. right now.. to talk about shit.
and after last night i really dont want to.
so im procrastinating on here.
i dont even care what happens. so long as i can actually punch zach in the face.
why does everybody believe HIM.. of all people.
why would everybody rather hang out with HIM.
how could you tell me that he's sooo much better than me and you'd just rather keep him as a friend instead of me.
fuck offff.
definitely bringing the quarter of pot i just bought anddd like 7 s-bows with me to this talk.
bc im def. gonna need it to keep myself from literally going crazy.
GAH.

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[Wednesday
May 21st, 2008
12:58pm
]
seeing you today made me so angry..
i'm really happy for you guys but did you really need to sacrifice your friends for your girlfriend?
we were such good friends.. but the second she came along you completely ditched me. & you know what else sucks? YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN MET HER IF IT WASN'T FOR ME.
and please dont talk to me as though everything is fine and dandy.. because it most certainly is not. but you don't see that.. or maybe you do, and you just dont care.. wtf kyle. wtf.
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[Tuesday
May 20th, 2008
2:30am
]
i fuck up a lot.
but i always admit it.
but it never seems to matter. even though im such a fuck up, at least im honest about it..
why does that little detail always go overlooked?
whatever, this is still not going to ruin my good mood.. worked sucked but we still had fun..
boys that speak in french melt my heart. :)
i am also too dependent on things to let them go. but is that SUCH a problem..? why cant i ever just dooo what i want and not have anybody saying something about it..
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[Sunday
May 18th, 2008
4:55pm
]
getting high and then listening to coldplay makes me SO HAPPY...
and im going to see them in october.. oh. my. fucking. god.. :D
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[Sunday
May 18th, 2008
12:36am
]
I CAN'T HELP BUT MISS THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF YOU.
&& the rumors about us at work make me smile haha
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[Monday
May 12th, 2008
7:15pm
]
i have lots to update about.
but not till you write something in yoursss, justinn... :)
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[Saturday
May 10th, 2008
12:46pm
]
why do you build me up just to let me down?
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[Saturday
May 10th, 2008
2:41am
]
what the fuck.
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[Tuesday
May 6th, 2008
11:25pm
]
i saw a secret that reminded me of you.
because it said exactly what i've been thinking.
so i kind of made it our own..

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[Tuesday
May 6th, 2008
11:14pm
]
YOU'RE NOT BEING VERY PLEASANT TONIGHT.
double-you. tea. eff.
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[Tuesday
May 6th, 2008
5:17pm
]
i love you. :D
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[Sunday
May 4th, 2008
5:13pm
]
promise me that you&me=forever.
seriously.
you don't turn your back on me and i wont turn my back on you.
you mean more to me than ANY other person. seriously. besides like, my mom.
and i can not go through any of the shitty things that ive gone through with some people, with YOU.
it's just not an option.
so lets stay the same. until we are old and have white hair and wheelchairs.
love you so very much.
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